indifference

people let you down. some do it gently and others not so much, but in the end they do everyone does. You know they say you always have the ones you love but really their the ones who hurt you the most. I mean you try so hard to give and give and give but some people just wanna take, no matter if its your family, friends or someone you love so deeply you would forgo your own happiness to see them smile.

well theres a pointt when you stop giving and turn around and look back at this whole big mess you've made of your life, and say "hey i really fucked up" where the hell am i... and more importantly ''who am i?'' you spend so much time perfecting other people's visions that you lose some of your own, and when you do you lose a little bit of your self. But the bottom line is no one cares, they leave and let you down and you lose them in the end.

wether your the girl who goes the extra mile for an unappreciative guy, or the person who strives to make their parents happy, or someone who pushes the card to impress their friends.. theres a point in your life where you have to stop giving and turn around and look back at that whole big mess and not say how much you fucked up... but forget it.. start new and start living life for your self.